My Blog Foreward

This is my first entry. I'm am writing this blog so that I can track all the emotional ups and downs that I face on a daily basis. There is so much that I could just throw down on paper, and when my brain tries to figure it all out it causes such an overwhelming hurt in my head becasue I'm still trying to absorb it all.


My current status:

I'm 33 years old, living in Tulsa with my two children. I am living in the remains of what used to be the life all my friends envied. I reside in a my beautiful dream home which I can no longer afford and will probably lose.

My Navigator, a gift from my ex-husband, will soon be repossesed so I'm driving my dad's Lincoln Towncar. My two beautiful daughters constantly asking why we can't go out to eat, or have a big birthday party like we once did. It's a huge adjustment for them, and for me as well. And I haven't even begun to talk about my business or subsequent bankruptcy that I am still swimming through.

I am trying to create some sort of time line to be able look back and catalog all the various stages of life that I have gone through over the last 5 years. I had no idea 5 years ago in November that I was litterally approaching the top of the rollercoaster drop and about to plunge into the craziest ride a strong minded business woman would never have imagined in her wildest dreams.

You are more than welcome to follow the ride, provide input, learn from my mistakes and basically be entertained.